Christmas is coming soon..yay !!!

Halo anak2 bapa2 ibu2 sodara2 sekalian.. ni men hao? haooo..... pinter yach dah bisa cung wen hehe... well berhubung gw lg ga "kerja" neh trus dah cukup soy muk ny mending g isi blog aja dech. btw..pasti ga ada yg tau soy muk apaan yah? klo ada yg pnasaran just call me k? yg pasti mah bkn soy milk aja hahah..ga nyambung bener. hmm.. ngmg apa yach? jd bingung gw oh iya hr ini tuh bdaynya someone tuh moga2 kamu makin mature yach, makin mantap ministrynya, makin punya hati woman of God, makin betah di oz jd jgn balik indo yach3???, tp yah klo dipanggil pulang yah mo gmn yach buai buai aja deh. all the best 4 u in life, in work, in ministry, bla bla bla..............

well.. lucu bgt seh minggu ini stelah road to freedom, buat gw tuh bkn freedom tetep aja msh byk hal2 yg hrs gw pikirin n lakuin. klo dipikir2 malessss bgt buat do those things, i feel like there's not enough hours in a day & time goes so fast. but like kjamz said, if u can't run anymore just try to walk slowly but sure, at least u will get there and don't stop in whatever u do. He surely will give u strength to go through the deep valley and winding road. udah kerja 5days tiap hari bgn pagi challenge jg neh buat gw, mana kadang hrs start jam 7 pula. After the event, bener2 cape bgt ga maen2 plg kerja pgnnya tidur aja ga kuat pegi2 lg. Mungkin masih belon ketebus yg 3 hari christmas even kita kali ya. Trus mana si cengki pengki bengek jg lg pake acara nularin2 pilek, meler ama mampetnya ke gw haiyaaa ni ce me yang ceng ki ahh??? lo emg bener2 temen sepenanggungan, apa2 samaan gitu. cuma kamu skrg jadi rese yah kaya resa heuheu skrg mah somse kaga mo cerita2 lg ma gw, tertutup sudah hatimu padaku :P cieh dah kaya bikin judul lagu aja. yah eniwei, dis yr tuh bener2 gw tengkyu ma yg diatas udah ngasi flatmate, roommate ma soulmate haha.. yg dah support, bantu, dengerin problem gw, everything dech..cm yach kadang ga keliatan gitu lo tuch sbenernya dukung temen lo yg sekamar apa dukung temen lo yg laen gitu...cm yach gw hrs trust lah ama loe, ga bs gw pikir2nya negatip mulu ttg lo walopun lo tertutup kaya pintu besi ato tembaga jg yach. eniwei... thx a lot 4 being there 4 me, always ready to listen to me sampe ngantuk2 jg. I know dat dis yr has been very hard 4 u, being a leader, being a listener to all those people yg kadang gatau lo lg susah ato udah susah ditambah2in lg bebannya, being a friend even to those "weirdo" heheh.. ga lah its good for u, big challenge and i think u finish it well for dis yr, well done bro...

Buat stella & christina hahhaha...gw klo mikir lo org pgn ketawa bgt its funny seeing u guys dis yr, wat u guys have been through, but its good when we see the outcome of it and dat we can all finish well dis yr. Cuma tin... haha emg tin2 ky nama ... apa gitu :P resolusi buat taun ini gmn tuh? tinggal 2 minggu lg loh udah lah forget the past, just move on hehehe jgn terlalu dipikirkan nanti bs stress hahah. I can't wait to see wat will happen next yr lol :P eniwei... taun ini beberapa org yg dulunya ga manis (kt stella tuch) jadi makin manis, makin bagus, makin bertumbuh. Tapi yah ada tapinya lah yah, yg manis manis, yg baek baek, yg nyebelin yg ngeselin mah selalu ada dan itu ga bisa diubah. Like Agus Lutan said, we can't change those weird people or org2 yg ngeselin emg udah dr sononya. Cuma we have to change our attitude towards them & understand dat there's always a reason 4 everything. Knp ini terjadi? Knp ini ga begitu lah? knp org itu aneh2? knp org ini jadi begini? jadi klo mo ditanya2 mah malah jadi ribet gitu ga ada ujung2nya. jadi yah stop complaining for those people being put beside us, in our life and start to asking God wat does He want from us to learn 4 all these "rese" people in our life. So guys..christmas is coming soon, road to freedom is finished and start planning & be prepared 4 next year..until my next blog God bless u all & have a good day.. ciao

"Road To Freedom"

well.. i'm back from our christmast event. It was amazing, very hectic & very tiring. Kalo bukan buat Dia, ogah bgt gw cape2 banting tulang, diuber2 wkt ky org gila, buset dah....mana udah ky tukang kayu sgala angkat panggung :P kita mulai event from friday 8th and it was all good, not too much hassles yg ada cuman hansen :P OMG.. Pdt Agus Lutan was very good, he spoke so much about bitterness & dat He'd never let something bad happens to us, even if it does happen, He wil give us strengths to go through it until the end. As i said so many times in cell, we have to do out part and He will do His part and the rest is up to Him, just surrender to Him. On wednesday, i went to koorong and the rocks with Mr Agus Lutan & he spoke to me about many "things". Even the things that no one has ever spoken to me like dat and i could not say anything nor respond to wat he has said to me. gw ampe bingung koq dia bs tau 80% of my life yach? again He showed me dat He can use anyone at anytime, even someone dat was "nothing" before or has nothing to be proud of. It was a great privilege to have known someone like Him and I realized dat even as evangelist, he is still a normal human being and often makes mistakes like we do everyday. Even though we have so many weaknesses in us, God still can use us in many mighty ways we can't imagine. He told me to break my "barriers" and to have "breakthrough" in my life, to start something new & to keep my heart uncontaminated from many things esp. bitterness. gw jg hrs bisa leave the things dat cannot be changed in my life as it is, instead try to change the things dat can be changed.

tadi yach event road to freedom, it was hectic & so messy at the beggining. As usual, we have technical problems here n there but we managed to overcome it & started on time THX GOD. When we prayed at around 5.45pm, I can feel everyone was so into it & His presence was there. I can say now dat it was only by His strength, His grace, His love, His power, His presence, etc u name it all.. dat we could finish "Road To Freedom" with smiles on everyone's faces & hopefully HE smiles at us too. If I looked back, there was no single thing dat we could boast of or proud of as there were many things that were out of our control like sounds, speakers, cables, drama, dance, kids & multimedia especially. They all seemed to go wrong and everyone was having a hard time, but at the end, it all comes back to Him. If He started sumthink, He would surely finish it well, no matter what. Once again, BIG THX 4 HIM & all the glory belong to Him only..

Finish well for the year 2006 (part 2)

halo para pemirsa di tanah air.. apa kabare? baik kah? baikkkkkkkk.... gila jg gw neh makin malem..cape jg neh pegel2 badan br plg krj, tp apadaya gw dah janji mo ngisi n lanjutin my 2nd part of blog. br jg shari punya blog udah byk yg ngritik pula haiyaaa... bgmana kalian2 ini? okeh ampe dimana kmaren yach? hmm.. well if i have to share about dis person yog333, susah bgt neh abisnya gw dulu boro2 mau deket2 ma dia, klo bisa seh jauh2 deh dr dia. Be4 i would never appreciate wat he did for me, all those weird jokes, laughs, omongan2nya dia yg buat gw makin gamau deket2 ma dia. but since i talked with him walopun gw takut2 tarnya malah tmbah jadi ribet ato malah jadi ribut. but at the end of the day, Dia tuh slalu buka jalan klo emg tuh jalan buat kita lewatin dan akhirnya kita bs understand each other more and accept one another. skrg dia dah di tasik stelah finish skolah bahasa leluhurnya di cina sono, dan actually, i miss his presence a lot, his wisdom, his courage to take challenge after challenge and his willingness to help other people. i agree with wat ella's saying dat different people carry different ways of leadership and his way of serving was different to wat other people do. but still, it was the most effective way for him and was very helpful for many people at dat time. well.. at least now, i still have "ur car/ plate number" to always remind me dat u were here and impacted my life & ministry. I truly thank God dat He placed u in my life for almost 3 yrs and gave so much memories dat only u & me know 'bout it. You're just like my "big brother" from another world heuheuhe..

Cath.. kangen bgt gw ma loe, pgn balik lg ke 2-3 taun yg lalu wkt lo msh di sydney, kynya rame bgt klo ada loe tuch. cath balik ke sydney lg dunk hehe.. lo msh janji curhat ma gw bln ditepatin :P sama lah yah lo ma yogi tuh dah kaya my bro n sis from another world, gw kadang ampe bingung knp yach kok bisa2nya pegi dua2nya dr sydney. well i learnt dat people come & go jadi kita hrs menghargai wktt & org2 yg ada di sekitar kita skrg ini, who knows tommorow or next week mreka tiba2 pegi mendadak.

nah skrg neh yg msh hangat2nya msh panas malah, alek a.k.a kelly tjiong ama ella marsheila. u guys simply are amazing, wonderful people, great leaders, mantap dech pokonya :P walopun mungkin lo org ngerasa "gimana", but still i will be the one supporting u guys, no matter what. Ga kerasa yach udah ampir 3 tahun kita berperang bersama2, satu team, malah jadi satu tmpt kerjaan jg lg lucunya. tengkyu bgy yach guys buat everything u have done for me, for Boost, for "anak2" yg bandel2, utk kesabaran kalian, utk ketekunan kalian, utk kebawelan kalian, utk perhatian kalian buat anak2. tengkyu jg la udah masukin gw ma hansen ke kmart, ampe skrg gw bs masukin si denny jg. tengkyu beribu tengkyu, moga2 impian kita spy kmart bondi jct bs jadi kmart lighthouse jd kenyataan yach :p bener2 lo org tuch udah kaya kk-cc gw but from the same world heuheuhe unlike those two yg dah ninggalin gw :p tengkyu buat kepercayaan kalian ma gw, support kalian buat gw, everything yg udah lo org dah invest dlm hidup gw. sedih seh klo mikir taun depan ga ada kalian2 di boost, tp yach life must go on kt celine dion jg yach? apa coba? jgn somse2 yach taun dpn hehe.. tetep jd sesepuh boost, engkong & ema nya boost ok ok? ok dech segitu dulu hall of fame gw tar besok2 gw lanjutin lagi dgn tema "capcenk su-acenk alias cengkhi pengki pertama hadisudrajat" hehe jk jk cenk gw maen asal ganti2 nama org aja yach bs disue gw, klo disun mah mau klo disue mah mahal ah :p btw, ukt bbrp org yg bln g sebutin ato ceritain di part2, tar menyusul yach di part 3, gw jg gatau gw lg bikin cerita sinetron ampe episode brp neh, asal jgn jadi ky sinetron tersanjung aja ampe tersanjung 9 jg bln tamat2 parah hehe..udah dulu yach sodara skalian gw hrs nyebur kelaut dulu, bsk hrs jemput ibunda tercinta yg dtg bersama sang pembicara tamu di acara kita yg akan diadakan di AIM pd tgl 9 dec'06 so dtg dtg yach ke Road To freedom...

Finish well for the year 2006 (part 1)

well.. look at dis now, i've got the blog, and i can share :p parah neh lama2 lagu ini trus terngiang2 di telinga gw kalo trus2an diputer, blon lagi yg wat ceng-nya & wat more d u need ??? hah? huh? heh? wah itu seh bener2 menguji kesabaran dan daya tahan gw utk tetep stay still n not giving up (ps: so ms .... ur not alone yach, tetep sabarrrr 4 minggu lg loch :p ) Anyway.. its just an intro for my 1st blog, well its not actually my 1st, i've got the old one but i forgot the password jadi yach buat yg baru lg aja dech..hmm..actually i've got too many things to share, but i just tell u bit by bit yach jadi ga ribet gitu.. bingung gini gw mo crita apaan sech.

1st of all, lately i've been very very inspired by one of my "buddies" to keep believing in Him in any condition, keep trusting in Him no matter what circumstances i am in, and keep serving Him without any doubt. today is a long day for, starting with main service & youth service as usual and drama practice fo"Road To Freedom". duh.. udah bentar lg man pentasnya, naek panggungnya tp kynya everyone & everything were not ready for the D-day, msh kacau ini lah itu lah, buanyak bgt yg hrs difix, pusing2 tuch "sutradara" kita, mukanya dah jelek aja :P at the end, i believe dat if He has given us the chance to do all these 4 Him, He will provide us with everything to equip us, to fulfill His will and His plan for us. So like the bible says " do not worry!!!" its useless, buang2 tenaga aja kynya, just give it up to Him, its up to Him and if we do all these 4 Him, He is the ONE dat will do sumthink bout it and fix everything dat need to be fixed. So don't worry, He is the "Producer", let Him do His part and we just do what we have to do and just do our best and He will do the rest.

Taun 2006 bener2 taun yg berat bgttttttt buat gw, compare ama taun 2005 dan sperti yg gw bagiin di Boost gw yakin seyakin2nya taun2 yg mendatang 2007 dan seterusnya bakal lebih byk challenge, deep valley, winding road, rocky hills, gigantic mountains, u guys name it. personally, i don't think i can pass those tests, overcome those challenges and break those barriers without His help and strength. like Kjamz said dis morning at youth service, dia encourage kita semua buat finish well dis yr and start next year with a new hope. bener2 pas bgt buat g, apa yg g bagiin di homecell --> it all comes back to me again, He asks me over n over again to obey Him no matter what and follow Him with all my heart and give Him my very best, not the rest of me. btw stel, g jg suka bgt ama tuch lagu "Kubri yg terbaik", itu lagu bner2 ngingetin kita buat give the best buat Dia yg udah duluan ngasi the very best 4 us 4 free lagi..jadi jgn sia2in kesempatan yg udah Dia kasi buat kita2, kalo kita dikasi responsibilities or talents, gunain itu sebaek2nya, jgn prnh simpen itu buat diri kita sndiri tp use it for the glory of His name, to glorify n bless His name. There are too many people keep asking and they haven't been given the chances or responsibilities dat we receive from Him. In other words, they have not been trusted with responsibilities or privileges to serve Him. so buat kite2 yg udah serving Him, don't give up, keep moving forward, keep running and seeking His will in our life. If you are tired or weary, i would say just try to walk with Him and don't run until ur ready yet. Sekecil apapun yg udah Dia kasi n percayakan buat kita kerjain, just do it with our eyes fixed on Him. Look at Him, Look up to the heaven & jgn prnh liat manusia, u will be dissapointed or u will be hurted.

Especially 4 Boost Powerhoz, i just wanna give heaps of thx for everything dat u guys have done in dis community and 4 everyone dat have been important parts of my life and ministry. klo bole sharing, Boost ini yg pertama kale buat gw bisa serving Him and know Him more & more. Dari jamannya Yogi, Cath, ampe skrg Alex-Ella, u guys have been such blessings in my life, u guys take part in shaping my life & ministry. tanpa loe org n yg di atas sono tuch, gw ga tau dech hidup gw bakal kacaunya ky gimana. Gw bersyukur bgt klo gw bisa jadi part of Boost dan bisa ikut build dis Godly community yg udah Dia pilih, bentuk dan jadikan sampe detik hari ini msh terus exist. Klo bukan karna His grace & His Love, gw percaya Boost powerhoz ini ga bakal ada sampe hr ini. last thursday was our last Boost for 2006, it was just amazing and encouraging to see people praising, worshipping and praying together to end this year with sumthink memorable and so much to be missed 4 the next 2 months or so. Heaps of thx for the "pressies", buat bonekanya yg bs gw taro di mobil hehehe.. spy org di blkg bisa ada bantal :P juga buat semua membernya. Buat Icha, tengkyu bgt udah ngerja2in byk hal buat boost taun in yah cari kado yah buat kartu ultah yah beli kue ultah tiap kali ada yg ultah, esp buat support me & back me up in all i do, ur simply the best sister i could ever ask God for. Buat Ayrin: tengkyu jg buat ur total support and words of encouragement buat kita2, it must be hard 4 u dis yr with all the responsibilities put in ur shoulder. tengkyu jg udah provide kita with a shelter for almost 2 yrs, pdhal kita srg buat brantakan rmh kamu. Hope that next year kita2 lebih bond together buat Boost powerhoz ini yach? lets keep it up.. Buat cecil and reza, tengkyu berat jg, tanpa loe org boost bakalan sepi dech for all the jokes, buat cecil --> ice breakernya makin mantafff aja neh, ampe ga ngerti gw dapet dr mana seh idenya? --> kasi bocoran dunk hehe.. buat reza "atep" :p thx 4 all ur involvement, buat atur2 outing dll, buat muka polos anda & ketidakmengertian anda klo kita2 lg ngmg apa gitu hahah its so funny man :P gpp lg rez, gw jg suka ga ngerti tp yach ketawa aja lah buat ngeramein ok ok? Buat hansen..man.. u have grown up a lot for the past few months, many responsibilities ahead of you, He is not finished with u sen, i believe dat He will do more in ur life and sumthink greater that wat u expected will take place in ur life. keep growing in Him bro, keep seeking Him all ur days and see dat He has plans of prosperity 4 ur life. Jangan prnh gak pede dgn apa yg lo punya, lo tuch dah byk dididik, byk org "sayang" ama loe dan jgn sia2in apa yg udah mereka lakuin buat loe okeh bro? Buat evi.. wah yg br dibaptis neh slamet yach makan2nya kpn? :p well.. just wanna say tengkyu dah ngeramein Boost dan take part in dis community, gw percaya next yr would be very different to what u expect and lets see wat He would do in ur life, keep growing in Him, draw even closer with Him & build ur relationship with Him. Nanti bakal ada ur prince coming with white horse at the rite time, not with white car yach :p Buat Yustinus a.k.a Akew.. thx udah dtg ke boost, g gatau lo dtg dr mana yach but i truly believe dat ur not coincidence bs ada di lighthouse di boost. He has a bigger plan 4 u, to restore ur life and do sumthink great in ur life. Trust in Him & Obey Him, starting from little little things in ur life n u will see changes happening in ur life. btw.. jago jg pingpongnya neh, ngaku kalah dech gw hehe...

Buat Alex- Ella, Yogi & Cath, i'll have to write bout u guys in the next blog. kalo gw tulis skrg bisa2 gw ga bobo ampe pagi mana udah ampir jm4 neh, ga kerasa gw udah meres otak buat nulis ginian ampir 2 jam buat bikin g ngantuk hehe.. sperti yg di title, dats only 1st part of dis topic & there will be more from me in the next few days or so. lets see if i can write dis many again for the 2nd part. dats all from me for now, until the next blog.. apa kata simo Gbu take care and muach3 ampe monyonggg...