Saturday, December 9, 2006

"Road To Freedom"


well.. i'm back from our christmast event. It was amazing, very hectic & very tiring. Kalo bukan buat Dia, ogah bgt gw cape2 banting tulang, diuber2 wkt ky org gila, buset dah....mana udah ky tukang kayu sgala angkat panggung :P kita mulai event from friday 8th and it was all good, not too much hassles yg ada cuman hansen :P OMG.. Pdt Agus Lutan was very good, he spoke so much about bitterness & dat He'd never let something bad happens to us, even if it does happen, He wil give us strengths to go through it until the end. As i said so many times in cell, we have to do out part and He will do His part and the rest is up to Him, just surrender to Him. On wednesday, i went to koorong and the rocks with Mr Agus Lutan & he spoke to me about many "things". Even the things that no one has ever spoken to me like dat and i could not say anything nor respond to wat he has said to me. gw ampe bingung koq dia bs tau 80% of my life yach? again He showed me dat He can use anyone at anytime, even someone dat was "nothing" before or has nothing to be proud of. It was a great privilege to have known someone like Him and I realized dat even as evangelist, he is still a normal human being and often makes mistakes like we do everyday. Even though we have so many weaknesses in us, God still can use us in many mighty ways we can't imagine. He told me to break my "barriers" and to have "breakthrough" in my life, to start something new & to keep my heart uncontaminated from many things esp. bitterness. gw jg hrs bisa leave the things dat cannot be changed in my life as it is, instead try to change the things dat can be changed.

tadi yach event road to freedom, it was hectic & so messy at the beggining. As usual, we have technical problems here n there but we managed to overcome it & started on time THX GOD. When we prayed at around 5.45pm, I can feel everyone was so into it & His presence was there. I can say now dat it was only by His strength, His grace, His love, His power, His presence, etc u name it all.. dat we could finish "Road To Freedom" with smiles on everyone's faces & hopefully HE smiles at us too. If I looked back, there was no single thing dat we could boast of or proud of as there were many things that were out of our control like sounds, speakers, cables, drama, dance, kids & multimedia especially. They all seemed to go wrong and everyone was having a hard time, but at the end, it all comes back to Him. If He started sumthink, He would surely finish it well, no matter what. Once again, BIG THX 4 HIM & all the glory belong to Him only..







1 comment:

caroline said...

wow.. it's over huh.. i'm happy + sad at the same time..

things did go wrong, things did get messy, but all in all it was to glorify Him + to give something back (=